Romance. Snuggles. A back rub. Someone that loves me even through all my faults. Music. Peace. Joy. A happy surprise. A happy family. To feel needed. To get the help I need. To not need anyone. To be with people simply because they love me, not because of mutual needs. To always have enough pocket money to treat myself, or go someplace. To work at doing what I love and am good at. To have time alone out and about. A haircut. Calmed nerves. Tranquility. Strength. Independence. For my daughter to have a better life than I ever could. For her to want the same for her children. To live without pain. To love without pain. To be in the creative flow. To live in a natural comfortable place. For my daughter to get a better education than I did. For my daughter to have a better childhood than I did. To see my daughter grow up into a beautiful and kind woman. To be successful.